Perfect Two

i want to share this video with you, this is one of my favorites lately. except for the part where she said...you complete me, because we are who we are and no one needs to complete us to become whole.
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I don't know how to put my ideas in words. I can't find those perfect words or even close to them to express how i feel now. to sum things up: i am spoiled and being ungrateful about it. i keep on looking for something missing where in fact i have everything.close to perfection i must say.and i'm still asking for more.

empty handed

Cable hopping all day, tried to sleep but my eyes are tired from much of it and my body wants to wander and be anywhere cold right now...summer time! and i still have no plans...if someone will ask me to be in Puerto Galera i might even dig that.

Looking at this picture, which was taken just today in Alaska...made me want to eat halo-halo even more! I want razon's! that is my dad by the way...looking cool...err...cold...or maybe even freezing now! looking closer...they are the classic ebony and ivory.

and this is where i want to be exactly now...

and be merry with my friends. 

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Sometimes, i just want to live like you. So free and just one big believer of come-what-may. 

3d nail art and those printed dogs!

Sabi ng 3D nail art ko...i have to know that...what goes around comes around and what goes up must come down.

Why naman do I have to read that entry ngayon? Asar! Haha! Ang kulit talaga ng buhay. Laging come what may and just always enjoy it everyday. Never expect. Never assume. Steady lang. I feel like laughing so hard...pero it was nice experience naman. And you can never go back...you just have to move on and enjoy life!

I watched Lion King again yesterday...hakuna matata!
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We had our teambuilding in laguna last Sunday, it was Uberly fun...always! Long live PV5!

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I am not a horoscope fanatic nor do believe in Chinese signs but there's no harm in reading and knowing what's the year of the dragon in store for me right? So i checked google...browsed and I am no ordinary people...I am DOG people! And according to what I read, dogs are not so compatible with dragons..like duh?! Any creatures that will be compatible to dragon? tell me! Unless you know how to "train your dragon" hahaha!

When you're using salbabida..pero you're not the bida and you are the kontrabida...how will you call the salbabida? salbakontrabida? hahaha! e kung extra lang? e..di...salbaextra!!! hahaha! ngek!

Pero bakit ganun?! Kelangan ganun kaagad ang entry? haggard...pero atleast sabi nga nya "i know what i'm doing naman daw" pero parang bad yata yun...sana nag-wait man lang muna sya for few days. Stress ako konti ngayon. Pero konti lang naman. haha! Again.The matra is...never expect.never assume.steady lang.

buti nalang may 3D nail art ako and i have a lot of dogs in my Zara top. Kase nga I am Dog people, not just your ordinary people...but dog! hahaha!

stress!

dahil jan...destress!

with drinking buddies Lai, Lea, Mona, Me, Dree and Raich with ice cold strong ice and tokwa't baboy. Solve.

Sleep.eat.sleep!

Today I exaggerate sleeping! =) It feels good! haha! I felt so recharged from last week's lack of sleep and activities. One wish granted...to sleep without an alarm clock to wake you up! =) I just realized that I dream with colors! yup! di black and white iba kong dreams. And today, I woke up sooo full! Haha! Super happy dream...I ate a lot! as in...buffet in Sinfully Circles, Shang. Cute dream. 

I did nothing. Just sleep, eat, watch tv and surf nothing...just one lazy day. =) And in times like this...I am glad and wishes to be at the beach and wear that yellow bikini!

I have no summer plans yet.=( Whatta! I should have one now! I want to go to Vigan. Hmmn..but have to replenish my money bag first! I prayed to Papa God to open my stock market account before the end of March 31, 2012.

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Yesterday, with J and some friends we went to Frances and Miguel's party. I bracket everything now. Children's Party, Christening, Wedding, Funeral...everything! And that makes life exciting. Wheel of life.

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BTW, looking at my blog stats...I have follower/s in Russia and India. Haha! I'm being global.=) I know I have friend in India...but not in Russia. =) This is sweet! Thank you for taking time to read my sweet escape. And maybe all my readers in US are my cousins. haha! I got more their than here. =(

So that's it for today.

Will try to finish whatever DVD I have here before I fall to sleep and maybe tomorrow when Papa God shower me with kasipagan...I will do some of my laundry. So wish me luck!

Let's soak and flirt!

I am more excited now for my next waxing session because of this!

I subscribe to Soak Swimwear because I am a big fan of their designs and they are just few steps away from home! Hurray!

Excited much!

Few more weeks and summer will officially start! Yeheey!! Certified beach bummer! 

sharing my last year's habol sa summer pic in Davao's Pearl Farm...haha! kapal ko!pag bigyan mo na...akin naman to e! haha!

bare foot

I feel bad, I was so passive. Sorry Papa God for my delayed reaction. I hope I still can see that little boy.

The story is, on my way home, i saw this little boy walking on a hot pavement without slippers and having a hard time pulling his makeshift cart. It was noon! It must have been hell for his bare feet! Sorry... I still feel so bad for not doing my part. I was thinking of giving him the only 100 peso in my wallet...but I got shy of what other people might think of me. =( And then I saw him drinking from a faucet in a nearby building...i was thinking of asking the driver to stop...but then again...i got scared that the boy may refuse my offer and be offended. He must have been hungry and tired.=(

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And this is for all of us. A text message I received from Yoj.

God is the author of life.
He is the reason why certain things were allowed to happen.
He holds destiny.
He knows when.
He knows why.
He knows you perfectly.
He made you.

So when your life is all  mixed up and things get heavier, trust Him. He makes all things beautiful and meaningful...in His time.

God's perfect time.
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And today, God is really great! He gave us our allowance for next week. We were really not expecting that our Chinabank card has more than enough for next week.

I think my tithing works! haha! thank you Papa God. And sorry again for what happened on my way home, next time I will be in that situation I will do nothing but think of what other might think of my actions, I will do what I know is right.
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I want to share this podcast with you too...incase you want to know or clarify something...hope this helps.

http://victorypioneer.org/2011-preaching-series/abrahams-school-of-finance
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Jake and Charm Nuptial

Thank you Cha and Jake for making me part of this event, this is indeed one of the most beautiful wedding  I have been to. Take care of each other and consummate the marriage now! We need to see the baby! haha! Preysure?! Excited for you both! Want to attend your silver and golden wedding anniversary! God bless you both and keep the love burning. =)

Thank you ms oreo for making this video, onehelluva effort! More power ms canada! See u all girls soon!

Love u all!

Holy Holy Holy

Holy is thy name!

Adidas.

Sometimes when you are torn whether or not what you feel is self inflicted you need something like this...

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THRIVE.

Color me pink

It is also good to sometimes burst your own bubble and have that reality check that some things are better if they are not meant to be. They should stay where they ought to stay. Its practical and more logical.

And by knowing what to do...everything will be okey...hopefully!

Let me use that organizer...

I am just so thankful today. Thank you Papa God for the blessings! We finally made good numbers today, floor wide. Continue sending qualified and interested customers, please?

Payday.Yehhey! Time to do the budget...and stick to it! Pay the rent, electric bill,laundry,grocery,load, tithe, and allowance. =) Save.
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What makes my day really exciting is the challenge for the outcome; my day satisfied, when I know I did my best.

And today, I think I am happy and I know why.

My team, are my everyday heroes, outbound is no joke and making sales is real talent. I appreciate your efforts team, together we will make things better! Go Laban!

Push lang ng push!

and I said...

Before I go to sleep and end this day...i want to share first those ramblings thoughts I have for today.

I feel so stressed regarding our sales lately. We are not reaching our goals and it seems that everything is going below my expectations and what I used to produce. This really makes me sad. I prayed to Papa God to send us more sales, I asked for specific numbers and He's giving me exactly what I asked. With this, I learned never to doubt what He can give me, I only have to ask and He will surely bless me, send me more than what I need, but without any doubts or fears in my heart. I have to believe and do my part too. Work harder. Maximize my time doing productive things at work and help all my agents reach their goals. 

Papa God, 

Please send me more patience, wisdom and understanding. Hone me to become a good leader of influence and send us more quality sales...and please add in my bucket commission for all of your honest and hard working babies in VOB. =) 

And also, I have a little secret of desiring to have my own baby too! Haha! I saw the baby pictures of Ava, she's so cute! Please Papa God, whenever you think I'm ready send that cute little baby- yung mabango, matangos ang ilong, very good looking, kaseng ganda ni Sarah G yung voice, yung matangkad, mabait na maangas, may mapagpatawad na puso...yung complete package Papa God...tsaka yung pwede sya na rin agad titimpla ng milk and papalit ng diaper nya? haha! Parang di po yata cute yung baby na nagtitimpla ng milk at nagpapalit ng diaper...siguro...pa-add sa prayer na'to and mabuting caregiver/yaya/teacher for my future baby. =) Db, simple lang naman...i will ready my field para pag napadala nyo na...game na! Pero super request ko talaga na maging singer Papa God...o cge...kung hindi si Sarah Geronimo pwede na saken si Angeline Quinto. Fair na yun. Thank you in advance!

And you know naman Papa God how babaw I can be db? Pwede po ba this year allow me to travel abroad?   Please...send me more pocket money and guide me in these trips...o db plural. Lead me there Papa God, I will bring pasalubongs, promise!=) I will ready my passport, work hard and save more for these trips to happen, send me the push okey? I will tell you that exact date and place where i want to go...later! I need to finalize first what I want and priority countries. Thank you in advance!

And also Papa God, I am asking you to give me faithful and brave heart and clear mind. There are times that I'm thinking of giving up what I prayed hard for you before. I know you gave the best- you only give the best- but lately Papa God, I feel like I'm losing the grip to hold on...please guide me. I'm such a little girl in this situation. But I will do my best to be always on the right track, thank you for sending me good friends who are there to help me decide and will always choose the best for me. It's hard pala no? I was not ready to feel this...just the last time...I encountered the feeling "lungkot," sorry sounds conyo...pero i feel so sad...and want to translate in tagalog to feel it more...para may diin.Hehe! I realized, I seldom feel lungkot... All these years, I am with my 'prayer' and chosen friends...you just sent happiness. Thank you. So please Papa God, I am enlightened now,I already know what to do and to expect, but I want you to guide me and teach me. Bakit ganun? Parang may tinge parin...?  Kaw na bahala. Siguro I just need more oranges and lemons...with a bit of sugar and spice. =)

Thank you for everything! Lead me Lord. =)

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I prayed na pala. =) That was nice. It felt good. Haha! Sana laging laughtrip ang buhay...ang sarap tumawa tapos maiiyak ka na...salamat sa pilikmata! 

Thank you PV5. Hahahahaha! Ang dami kong tawa sa inyo!

More sales tonight...and Papa God, kulit ko no?Commission please...103-100...alam mo na yan kase I know naman na you read my computer at work. 

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Good night! I think I need a glass of water and pause.

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Can someone want me in his fast car?

Little victory today...

First time to wear contact lense. Haha! It took me hours before I could finally wear them. Kinda blurry and my eyes are still adjusting...maybe in two-three weeks time I will get used to them.

Spending the whole day at home. Suffering from stomach ache...huhu! It hurts a lot! Too bad...can't eat spaghetti my sister just cooked! Enjoying a hot tea though.

Since, I feel like I'm in perfect vision today...I will have another run of DVD marathon!
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And before I need this, I want to share this song I always listen at work whenever things are weary; i just love how easy she wants life to be. Nice and easy...

Fast Car

1st day high. 2012.

Happy 2012!!!

Yehey! Another year to be added in our history, I am praying for great things to happen! Let us all work together to have the best results!

2011 is indeed one of my best year. Forever will be a favorite, there are less low lights and God gave me more chances to be happy, explore and know myself more- high lights!

I am very positive, that 2012 will be a lot better...I have not decided on anything yet, made no plans...I'm still enjoying my first of 2012.

But of course, New Year's Resolutions are must, so here's mine:

1. Tithing- i will do my best and discipline myself to share and give what is due to the Lord.
2. Less use of plastics! No more credit cards! Unless big buys!
3. Promise to follow my budget ala Neil.

So far these three are on top of my list, I want to make them a habit! So help me God!

I am thinking of learning how to cook---but while thinking of it---i have decided to cross it out!  haha!
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I will still stick to what I strongly believe of not explaining myself and my actions to those that does not matter in my life. Gossip all you want, I don't care-- I am not going to run for the senate anyway so I need not to be Ms Congeniality.
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Today, I had lunch with J's family in Cavite. It was intimate. I am very thankful for his family- I feel so welcome and they treat me like a princess. =) I felt inadequate and will work harder to reciprocate.
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80-20 rule.I am not ready to give up what I have and need to pass this stage. I have to treasure, cherish and nurture what I am given. No need to look further.