I know people do talk behind my back, never liked me; and will always want to see me fall; I never care. I was not here to prove myself to anyone; I never explained nor defended myself. I let them do their business and my life will go on.
But last night, I was really hurt.When I got home I have to wake up J, for him to give me a hug...I needed that much comfort. I was really affected and aggravated. I was bullied and hated myself for allowing that to happen.
I need not to explain myself to anyone, especially to you, but I have to do it. You judge me as if you know me. What happened does not even deserve to have a page in my blog, but I have to, I need to vent. There's no other place to do it but here.
Hopefully, before this post ends, I will be okey.
I am thinking of things how to get even but I know I will be just stooping down to your level.
What I need is an apology and not to see you again until I'm ready. I know these two options are far from happening but deep within me these are what I need to heal. I am badly hurt.
I never thought that you are capable of hurting me this much. We once shared one good friendship; laughed together and talk things out. Sayang.
So this is it...end of my post. I have to buy taho to feel better...and I remember parang masarap yung bangus sisig and lumpia kagabi.
