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Happy Sunday everyone! I don't feel well. =( I loaded more vitamin c. pabago-bago kase panahon...hindi maintindihan.parang ako magulo.nalilito.kino-confused ang sarili.may sipon tuloy ako at sakit ulo tapos mawawalan na ako ng boses. Good thing it's weekend my condition will not affect my work (yes...workaholic!)

I really want to travel. Go everywhere and anywhere. I want to travel...i want to travel...go to places and just be a vagabond. A free soul- no need to log in. no bosses to ask permission for leaves. Can i win lotto please...yung highest winner! I will share in building churches. I will donate sa PGH sa cancer ward. And will give books sa mga schools sa rural areas. And will give supplies sa mga teachers in the barrio. Yung sobra...pang travel and help for my family. I will also hire Bo Sanchez to be my financial consultant. He will educate and will help me in my investments. Of course, I want my share in stock market both here and abroad. then...will open coffee shop or will franchise Serenitea located in Tagaytay just across Starbucks. Those who are nice to me will get discount card, non-transferable. 50% off! Automatic. Hay...ganito pala effect ng gloomy Sunday while watching TV.

It was my 2nd time today to attend in Victory Pioneer. I attended the 11am service, LC was with me. I miss going to Sunday schools. =) Back when I was a child...I am a bibo kid. I love reading bible stories and going to church. My uncle is our local pastor kaya we are trained to attend Sunday school. Fast track...i transferred in Manila...yun na...nakalimutan ko na mag church, not that i become bad no? Ganun pala yun, pag may strong foundation di nawawala sa system. Its all coming back to me now- the desire and the warmth of being inside the church--a community where everyone praises God.

patty and atom...

Lunch break at work today and i decided not to go to pantry and asked rhexy to get some chicken from KFC for me. I was just alone in my station when i decided to do some blog walking...I visited my all time favorite blog of Patty Laurel...and to my dismay...her old blog is no longer active. Hush! Checked googledotcom and found out she made another one! my question....WHY?!

and I am so heartbroken to know that she and atom are no longer together. super sad!!! I am a fan of their love team.

sad talaga. i can't get over it...it was unlike the "ruffa-ylmas-ruffa-john lloyd" thing...for me what they got go beyond bf-gf..it's more of soulmates! stress!!!

haha! affected much talaga ako...and super late reaction db?!

they kept everything private...i love how they handled everything...very professional and hindi showbiz...totoong tao lang. 

and i was browsing the new blog. the post there came from the old blog and so sad to see that pics posted are not with atom anymore. 

hay...ganito pala yung feeling. nakakalungkot lang. Cheers for your happiness!

Strangers

Those little awkward moments. Inevitable.

I am so wrong spelling wrong lately. I remember last week I had  a hard time writing "surroundings" correctly. Weird. I don't text text. I type them as they are.

Really, those sleepless nights are now taking their toll on me. Memory gap.

I feel bad for the blooming friendship that is now turning as if we are strangers.

Drama.
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Fashion Week tom, I have a ticket reserved by a friend. Thinking of not going there anymore. I am not in the mood to dress up. I lost the inspiration to do it. I am not even interested to shop. What I want to do is to meet up with my friends and booze with my agents.
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One more day...and two weeks will pass. We'll get used to it.

Diplozoon paradoxum

I read from Paulo Coelho's The Winner Stands Alone, that the only species that doesn't commit adultery and which seems to be one hundred percent monogamy is flatworm, Diplozoon paradoxum.The male and female worms meet as adolescents, and their bodies literally fuse together.

Yun na! Walang choice yung worms but to stick together.
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Sometimes, when we're confuse maybe we have to go back to the basic. And think again, what made us stay longer.

And will it be worth the try and effort?
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Coldest Choco

I went to work an hour early for our 5 hours of training and then series of meetings with Ops. Another productive day...thank you Papa God for the opportunity. I feel so overwhelmed when I'm busy and grateful at the same time because I feel useful. Just a border away from the monotony and this made me happier. Thank you for my bright yellow cardigan...maybe this add light and glow to my day.

Sipping my already cold hot chocolate from McDonald's and I'm thinking is this how things should be. I am confused. I don't know...am I confused? Another border out of the monotony, but this can't be. Sometimes it is always better to be safe.

Haggard.

without without regard

Good morning!
Wake up so early today, breaking dawn...nope...even earlier.
I finished 2 movies from Star Movies, read much blogs, bored in FB, tried to open my twitter to see what's new and ended eating slices of cake and a hot cup of coffee while trying to be so quiet because my sister is still asleep.
I drink too much coffee lately and I am trying to lessen the cups in less than 3. I read that Kris Aquino drink 5 liters of water in a day...so I must increase mine too! Less coffee more water and not to miss my face moisturizer with sunblock everyday.
Hahaha! I guess this post is getting no where.

"you're turning 360...idiot! 180!"

wala lang...just want to put on emphasis on 360 and 180.

then there is this...irregardless...regardless!

Where are these coming from?
I am no grammar girl...i am not perfect! I have a lot of English blunders too! I don't care...this is my blog anyway.

Think before you click --nice initiative. I click "Like"

And OMG. this is really terrible. A 12-year old kid molested a 4 year old girl! Horrendous! Where are these coming from? We need to be more responsible and diligent parents to our children.

Ryan Bang- ousted in Show Time...move on.

I was sharing with my team not to become a Lake but to be a Falls...haha! We like it! Learn from it and then move on!

I pity you girl...move on! Don't drag your team in your agony. Immature bitch! Haha!
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I read one entry from BoSanchez.ph and his words strike me! I am sorry Papa God, I was so afraid...but You know that my love is bigger than my fear, I will start tithing and I'm sure my budget will stretch to more than what my family need.

And now I have to know the difference of my area of control and area of concern.

I am really impatient...because I always want to be in control. I have to let loose and let God to be in control of the things that are just in my area of concern.

See the post below?
 Super Bass!

Nicki Minaj - Super Bass By Sophia Grace Brownlee

Ultra cuteness! =) I love the energy! May talent si bebegirt!